New house

from now on i'll blog to : http://missistifara.wordpress.com/ :) c y there

xiao long bao

Hari ini nyobain salah satu dimsum favoritnya mr.prasidha namanya xiao long bao di resto Ming (alhamdulillah halal) ..rasanya umm enyaaakkk..tapi seperti biasa karena bukan pecinta ayam gw lebih suka dim sum isi udang :p
anyway..kita pada penasaran gimana si bisa ada kuah dari dalem dimsumnya..jadilah gw mulai mencari-cari eh ketemu deh..

http://cikciks.multiply.com/recipes/item/89?&item_id=89&view:replies=reverse

umm susah juga ternyata..mungkin membuat seporsi xiao long bao bisa diatro didaftar mimpi gw aja lol
umm mungkin ada yang tahu kemana harus kursus dimsum..

Don't get bored ><

Cillie's bangles and my rings :D
Fara's Halo BlackBerry®

sat-sleep day :p

It's middle Jan of 2011..
I'm typing with by blackberry..
Fyi this is my first blog post with this smart phone ahahaha ><
I just found out that it works! Silly me!

Now i want to share my thought a bit..
It's all about getting scared
We people now that this world shall be end one day.. thinking about that i'm just scared

I'm scared cause what i got now is nothing compared that what god had given me the chance..

God gave me the great world, people, love, things but what i gave in return?

I sometimes missed my prays time
I sometimes made people around me sad and worried
I sometimes littered on the park
I sometimes wasted my food

Now i'm really scared if God stop my time and i simply freeze cause my life's CV isn't fit :(

Next month is my February..i shall be 22 years old..and i'm a bit scared if GOD say: u're 21 isn't impress me well..why i should give an additional year? ><

Fara's Halo BlackBerry®

a kiss from the memory

my two monthsary collage ><
time do flies!

a hello at glance :p

i'm super happy undoubtedly  :)
recently studying economics, and bank for sure
yes i'm enrolled in PPS 51 BRI!
meet various friends and teachers from many backgrounds
thanks GOD my family is super happy esp my dad :) my source of inspirations
finally i could close  this year with Bachelor degree and a high hope of success in my new career as a banker hehehe

and for sure my love..the one and only..mr.Prasidha
you and your spirit and cheerfulness delight-en  my life as always..

i'm grateful for my 2010.. all the memoirs cheers me for the whole my life
see y in 2011

di rumah nenek

hari ini buat serabi kecil-kecil

kue onde-onde

dan buat rok sendiri!!

hhhee makasih nek :D

huaam

waw! bulan mei udah mau abis aja

uas juga udah mau kelar

mudah-mudahan dilancarkan menuju Agustus :D

dan..duh, udah kangen main polyvore lagi :(

sama tetap penasarn cara nge-blog via 'biri-biri' -_-

('biri-biri' udah kayak benda serba bisa,,mau ngapain aj lengkap kecuali mau internet service nya gratis baru gak mungkin bisa wkwkkw-ralat bisa pake wifi -_-)

si tumit kaki

cantik itu mensyukuri yang kita punya dan merawatnya

so simple :D

talk 'bout this beauty fuss hehehe

tadi malem nonton how-to nya merawat tumit kaki kita :)

gak jauh-jauh dari kebiasaan yang gw udah sering lakuin tapi yang ini lebih komplit aja hhee

abis gak seru kan yah punya sepatu bagus tapi kaki yang make gak bagus :(

atau kalo sekarang ada sepatu yang dilengkapi dengan pelembab kaki, anti kapalan, anti jamur, anti bau kaki, dan anti kaki jelek :P pasti bakal laku hehehe

jadi gini nih:

rendam kaki kita dengan air hangat di baskom

lalu digosok dan dibersihkan dengan sabun dan batu apung atau sikat kaki

setelahnya dikeringkan dengan handuk biar kulit matinya hilang

lalu ganti air hangatnya dengan air hangat bersih dan campur 2 sendok garam dan 1 sendok madu

kaki kita direndam 10 menit

ganti lagi dengan air hangat bersih dan satu gelas teh

rendam kaki kita 5 menit

setelahnya dibersihkan dan oleskan pelembap

pakai kaus kaki sesering mungkin saat beraktivitas agar kaki kita gak kering

(oke yang ini susah)

tapi biasain aja ritual ini sebelum tidur

selain pake kaos kaki pas tidur itu enak

bangun-bangun kakinya lembut deh 

kaki yang cantik dan pencahayaan yang bagus :P

rise and rise again until the lambs become a lion

today was

dim sum!

blended green tea!

Russel crowe!

my love!

thank you :)

and off course my first final exam day hehehe

god bless you all my sipil 06!!

blank

we can't go to the future,,see what we're gonna be and go back to the present and past to fix and lead everything to meet the future..

everyday for me is getting harder

what i got to achieve are somewhat beyond what i could do

i take too little and give almost that little too

the worse part is i can't even measure the progress nor the left behind

i've no spark to light the engine..

it's pretty scared when u left urself in blank mode

u got nothing to do cos u simply don't know what u should do

i believe if i try harder...i even never try,,i think it's possible,,off course it's possible to get rid this blank period

but too bad..i even don't know where to start it...

if i keep writing..i got nothing but emptiness

i should do something

but knowing that i don't know

somewhat helpful

i should stop type..read this post..over and over again till i can move on

i should move on..

when i can't get a car

i could walk..could i?

ok stop typing..cause now i'm walking

that much ;)

i made you sad i made you laugh

i fooled around and made you tired

i gave you star i took your sun

above all the ugly truth u found in me

or treasures u've been collected along the way

i want to say i love you that much

that much so sometimes u won't understand what i'm doing

that much so i'll be forever your lover and bestfriend

that much so i'll hugh you till the end

u did things for me

surely i support u always

always

but i love u that much

so u might see me just too worried about u

you'll be forever 

my snowball

and 

i

love

u

that 

much

is it okay to miss??

what is missing??

why we should have this feeling??

it's kinda unlogical if u say u miss someone u love,,because the one u love (which love u back) not going anywhere..for what reason u got to feel miss actually -_-

is that simple??

then why i can't stand it?? and why so many people out there saying 'i miss you' everyday

what is miss already here..in a relationship..-_-

and why you're not like to be missed by me manggala??

is missing someone we loved is unreasonable?? and bad thing??

or u just can't handle my feeling..-_-

if it's so..then i won't miss you anymore :(

and u can suggest me a brand new feeling i got to have to express it for you -_-

stupido amore

me: oy 75% liat tuh aku meningalkan jejak di wall fb kamu.
me: udah cape nangis nih. aku mau makan coklat yang  banyak
me: jgn lupa telp atau aku susulin aje ke riau wkwkw
him: Susuliiiiiin ajaaaaa ksiniiiii
him: Aku dikamar eksekutif sendrian disini
me: maunya..huu
him: Nanti mksdnya Wkwkwkkkk
him:  Aku makan dijamu lg
me: jamu pegel linu?
him: Bukan maksudnya dikasih makan banyak bgt
him: Makan ikan lg
him: Makan dureeenn
him: Makan the tarik
me: ah..selera humor kamu payah ehehe
him: Waduuuuwww
him: Ampuuun booong

hujan

malam ini gemuruh petir sahut-menyahut di jendelaku, aku belum tidur :(

ada kilat yang menerangi langit

begitu kecil dunia ini saat kita tahu kekuatan besar dibaliknya

begitu mudah cobaan datang dan kita takluk didepannya

kebahagiaan harus dicari sedang cobaan dihadapi

aku selalu mencari hujan setelah gemuruh petir dan kilat yang menyala-nyala

ada ketenangan yang timbul saat bunyi-bunyi air itu turun menyentuh bumi

dan hawa sejuk yang ditimbulkannya :)

setiap orang menginginkan adanya hujan di tiap-tiap hati mereka

yang mendinginkan dan membuat mereka tak menjadi haus saat lelah menjalani cobaan

dan ini doaku malam ini : ya allah mudahkanlah dan ringankanlah hati ini..aku menrima apa yang terbaik menurutmu

dan aku sungguh berharap hujan malam ini :)

6th feb ^^

i did a date with my lovely man
playing mini golf and karaoke together
he give me a perfume from Vietnam..the bottle shaped like a Vietnamese Girl who use Caping ^^

sejumput kisah di minggu ini (bagian 1)

okkaaay minggu ini pe er bgt deh buat gw..

udh dirumah kerjanya cuma guling-guling..main polyvore ^^..baca-baca buku aprraisal..dan pastinya menunggu mr.akrilik mengabari(dimana sampai sekarang blum ada kabarnya :( huhu) makany si skripsi cm muter2 aj di kepala hehehe..bratachem..sm harum sari juga blum ditengokin! duh ><

senang dan deg2an jg karena perjuangan si cinta mencari sesuap nasi :) ada bangga ada takut..mungkin mostly takut..takut dia kenapa-kenapa trus sedih ehehe..tp i'm 100% believe in you!! krn usaha si cinta yang sepenuh hati dan makin hari tampilannya makin ciamik wkwkwk..

teteep kangen kakek..dan selalu mendoakan kakekku :)

dan tibalah hari kamis..wooow udh kamis aj ><

pagi-pagi sukses gk bangun!! aplg klo bukan malemny tdr kemaleman..matahri pagi udh sy goodbye..bunda juga udh sibuk nemenin nenek..tinggalah si cucu istifara masih guling-guling dirumahnya..bunda pulang! buka pintu dan okkay bantuin masak ehehe

simpel bgt makanan yg dibuat di rumah minggu ini..gk macem2 deh jd gmpg ahaha

masak fillet kakap, sayur ongseng, tempe goreng,,nyammm,,,

hr ini jg gk susah apalg cm ngerebus kacang panjang (yg buat sambel terasinya bunda) dan ngerebus telor (yang ngebalado-in bunda) ahaha ini mah bukan masak tp asisten tukang masak...yh biarlah,,setiap pekerjaan harus dimulai dr karir yang paling bwh donk haha

siangnya ambil fotokopiannya si cinta..pe er lg buat besok krn blum balikin bukunya ke perpus huuuu..lebih sedih lg karena si cinta nya gk bs nemenin hiks

iseng-iseng gk jd ke depok,,nyobain lentikkin bulu mata

lamaa juga udh mlh janjian sm bella juga mau berenang ><

jdlh mata gw lentik..kata mbak2nya waa bagus yh mbak bulu matanya panjang..menurut gw agak creepy..secra seumur-umur bulu matanya nunduk ke bwh dan skrg ke atas hihi (katany bs smpe 3 bulan.tp pengalamn pribadi wktu itu pernah di keriting rambutnya buat acara cm tahan setengah jam..abis itu luruuuuus..nyampe acarnya jg udh lurus rambutnya hehehe jd yh,,gk menaruh harapn besar jg buat si bulu mata hihi)

-disambung ke bagian 2-

(abis gk enak ngeliatnya kepanjangan hhhee)

the smart way to live ..is with u

in the end of the day there's always u

hug me with ur big hug

warm me with ur smile

tahnk you aibul ^^

i hope we can share more things in the future

definitely hope that i'm not going mess around anything hehe

once ur foot prints gone..i really don't know what to say except thanked to God to have u even just a bit of time with u

i love u for today and more for tomorrow :)

polyvore highlight

yeeeey !!

my polyvore age is now : 15 days old

the world of polyvore has been so awesome for me

dive myself again to the world i barely can't touch lately

art and creativity

and the people are sweets too ><

thanks!!

so here the stats:

773 set views

544 set favorites

5 collection favorites

54 contacts

and this is my first winning a contest set:

my sexy flower ><

i'm still cloudy..cause one of the sun i had is gone

i spent most of my childhood playing around your house..

my mom said it's always been easy for me to had ur attention.

i'm ur first grandchildren and i know u love me so much

yet when i grew up i know u're a quiet peson

not like grandma that loves to tell me a story yet sing along with me

one thing for sure u've been always on my side whatever and whenever

u love to take me home from school

u love to bought me wafers, ice cream, anything i like

u accompany me and my sisters when my mom and dad watch movie outsides

u're so simple..

i always remember all your favorite foods

sate padang

soto padang

gulai tunjang

and ur healthy habbit..run every morning,,u love sports so much

u did karate, golf, volley ball u had a handsome body grandpa

and i know this past time u've been so sad cause u got to rest all your body..

i know you're getting old..

i know..but i can't let you go this fast..

i want u see me longer,,until i'm graduate and have my own family..

i thanked god to let me have you for twenty years of my life

i did only little help for you,,,

i only can drive you anywhere you like since u're not allowed to drive anymore..

that's too little compare to things you've been giving for me

the last time i see ur face,,the time u left us u're smiling

i'm glad grandpa,,i'm glad..

but the truth still slicing my hearts..this time and now on,,i couldn't run from the memories of you..

and i simply miss you

i miss you

i miss my grandpa who always reading a newspaper, with her white t-shirt and sarong and a delightful smile

sitting in front of his house and greet me any time i pass his house for school, course an even playing with my friend..

i love you