is it okay to miss??

what is missing??

why we should have this feeling??

it's kinda unlogical if u say u miss someone u love,,because the one u love (which love u back) not going anywhere..for what reason u got to feel miss actually -_-

is that simple??

then why i can't stand it?? and why so many people out there saying 'i miss you' everyday

what is miss already here..in a relationship..-_-

and why you're not like to be missed by me manggala??

is missing someone we loved is unreasonable?? and bad thing??

or u just can't handle my feeling..-_-

if it's so..then i won't miss you anymore :(

and u can suggest me a brand new feeling i got to have to express it for you -_-

ms.tutti fruti and mr.berry

today was so exhausted ;(

my grandpa got serious sick and i stayed at the hospital all trough the night

this morning tough he's not well but he's getting better..i prayed my best for him

today and other past days i played polyvore a lot!! it was like three days since i signed in there and totally in to it hahay i also i put the link in my blog side bar ;)

so finally today i made my promise to visit mr.agung ariawan the man made acrylic

surprisingly he moved his workplace but fortunately it near by the older one

he's a kind man and help me designing this lab experiment acrylic tube project

huff.. got so relieved and the last thing i wait is the payment of those tubes hahay

he told me to bring a letter from my university so i could get the student prise :)

next, i accompanied my boy to check out his 'berry' things in Senayan City

his 'berry' bold totally take his attention into it,,kinda jealous hahay

ended up today with tutti frutti (never know why i got so addict with yoghurt)

i mixed the strawberry, guava and lychee yoghurt topped by dragon fruit, strawberry sauce and mochi melon (as always)

and surprisingly my 'berry' boy like it!! gosh he never like any yoghurt at all

so might this story end with label:

ms.tutti fruti and mr.berry

;P

miss u much : )

waaaw pretty much missing,,hehe

anwy i'm on my holiday sluurp nyamm : )

mostly sushi, some shops and they're all bankrupted me : (

and heeya i'm now on my internship @ PP Dirganeka

meet mr.tower crane, excavator, and the site manager for sure : )

not officially started, but it should be completed for 120 work hours but lucky me it's pretty near from my home : )

i'll come back with pictures,,real soon ahaaay : )

nite everyone,,and ohh i miss my snowball much,,much,,

he had a pretty complicated situation right now,,been busying with his final assignment

i wanna meet him real soon and give him my big hug : )

maybe all i can do to bear this missing u symptom

is singing my loved one female singer,, india arie

i present u,,chocolate high,,,ehehe

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ooh ooh
If we make each other happy, then we just can't lose

I don't mean to be decadent
I might sound like a hedonist
But the simplest way I can put it
You become a habit
The more I consume, the more I gotta have it
Ain't no such thing as too much
If you gave me everything it'd never be enough yeah
My black coffee with sugar no cream in the morning
You're my super double caffeine dream yeah

Your precious darkness got me so
Strung out and lovin' the way that you
Got me so wide open, my baby doll
Jonesin' and fienin' under my skin
My nerves are screamin' when you're not here
See baby I need ya sugar
You're so delicious

There is somethin' about your love
That makes me just want to open up
Your flavor is the sweetest thing in life
I'm addicted to your Chocolate High
Cause I want you, and I know that you want me
So let's stay close like we supposed to be
And just get high off our own supply
I'm addicted to your chocolate high

I be trippin' in so many ways if I
Go a single day without a taste of your love
The finest cuisine of today's world
Five stars, oh you're so gourmet girl

I crave you, I want you
Every cell in my body needs you
Tasty like hershey's and nestle
You're rich like godiva boy you just so sexy

There is somethin' about your love
That makes me just want to open up
Your flavor is the sweetest thing in life
I'm addicted to your chocolate high
Cause I want you, and I know that you want me
So let's stay close like we supposed to be
And just get high off our own supply
I'm addicted to your chocolate high

Your flavor is
The sweetest thing in life
And I don't ever want to come down
I'm addicted to your chocolate high
Oh yeah

There is somethin' about your love
That makes me just want to open up
Your flavor is the sweetest thing in life
I'm addicted to your chocolate high
Cause I want you, and I know that you want me
So let's stay close like we supposed to be
And just get high off our own supply
I'm addicted to your chocolate high

(and know i'm confuse which one i fell in love with,,india arie or my boyfriend ahaaay! )

happy feet : )

yippie,,finnaly his camera is with me

so i can share my happy story here ahahay

it was a beautifull saturday morning when him, his mom, and me take a walk @ ancol Jakarta Utara, got nerve lil bit but it was ok,,i shared story and laugh with her : )

ended up with my favorite pouridge station in Pulomas, i mean tenda bubur ayam (we're starving,,and the poridges are so well) and also my fave snack when i was a litle "kue cubit" : )

him, takin' a walk

ms.meet the sunshine

the fishin' area

me & his mom : ) hhhee

greeeen!!

continuing from my post : a fun yet beautifull day!

here they are!!

photos from my fun-fun-fun day : )

ehehe : )

define you : )

                 i heart u gala : )

after eat my mom's meat balls : )

my stomach is full hehe

my mood is balance 

my assignments are interrupted haha

still accessoring my blog , it's been four days since i start to journaling my day, often sharing' my toughts here : ) and somehow by writing down here i feel relax (ahaha) 

now i'm following my friend: world.doubutsu-uranai.com

and voila! 

fara
23/02/1989

You are Yellow Lion, who looks cheerful, straightforward and precise, but at the bottom of your heart, you are very cautious towards other people and do not take your guard off so easily. 

You are always thoroughly on your guard.

You hardly express your emotions, but can act in line with the others. 

Although this make you look sociable, you are not truly coming out of your shell.

You tend to be rather a lonely person, and work hard without taking notice of the surrounding situations. 

You dislike being interfered, and do not depend on or show your weakness to others. 

You tend to endure your struggle all on your own.

You are very responsible person, and puts great effort in improving traditional things. 

You don't go rushing into things on your own, but try to work by keeping well balanced with others.

You have perseverance, and carry things out with determination to finish it. 

You live your life actively and are reliable person.

Your ways of thinking is sound and reliable. 

This sometimes gives you an impression of being too serious and strong-minded. 

You don't possess emotional dependence and obsession. 

You have a very straight forward atmosphere, and can tackle things calmly. 

You don't brood over as well.

You can look after and take good care of those younger than you and those who are weaker than you. 

They depend on you greatly. 

You will keep your career even after the marriage. 

It will be important for you and your partner to respect each other.

and for him,,

gala
25/08/1985

You are Red Koala, who would not dress up putting on excessive accessories. 

You are an idyllic person. 

You give the impression of being natural and without pretence. 

Nevertheless, the inner you tends to be rather sensitive and nervous.

Your personality is cheerful and you can tackle work effectively.

You tend to possess political power within your personal relationships, and at work. 

You can make others follow you. 

You are a natural born leader. 

You are always thinking about getting to the top.

You have a sense to read head of times, and therefore, can be quick on changes in the society. 

You always go head of the others. 

Your weakness is that you are indifferent to material things and having relationship with other people. 

Because you tend to be calculative, you may suffer from a loss of someone you care about, and you can be high handed.

You tend to assess people only on their ability. 

If you can be more open minded to look into the effort they put in, you will be successful.

You have an artistic sense. 

You look for romance in your life, and will go on to make the dream come true. 

If you go in the fields of music and art, your talent may open up.

ahaha scarily accurate in many points : )

So what are yours?? hihi  : ) 

A fun yet beautifull day!

heiii!!there's been a long time i didn't chit-chat, laughing with my boyfriend (phone calling not counted hehe).Him with the dissertation stuff and me with all those assignments, labs, all the college things.Those all make us need some fresh air..not by sushi-ing, hanging out with friends, or accompany him to his friends wedding hehe, we did all those : ) all we want to do is meet the nature! so we decided to went out to our nearest fresh air producer, puncak. 

First time he ask me to went for an ATV ride, that's sounds great, tough i'm still hoping, i really do, to get permission from my mom for rafting with him.But on the 6th mei (which is our monthsary) we decided to cancel it, cause there's plenty task for me and him.

Then, after he suprised me with the Estee Lauder perfume and we've spending time together at his home; watching ice-age, playing piano (him) & singing (me) then finnaly went to Ace hardware and eat some worth price  food; lamb steak (him) & salmon steak (me) @ Jl. Wr.Buncit- Jakarta Selatan (can't imagine if that salmon steak size convert into a sushi! what a price! hehe) we decided to take a change! (we had a 'lil fight here hehe).So after he drove me home we agreed to went to puncak early in the morning, 06.30 am from Rawamangun- Jakarta Timur.

Fortunately we both too tired,, so we fall asleep easily (usually he can't sleep @ night , me too but 'cos i'm surfing on the internet hehe).So it was around 04.00 am he phoned me to woken up me, 'cause I've got to edit my assignments ( but i even can't open my eyes).I fall asleep and voila! it's already 6 o'clock in the morning when i woke up!

we're late,,That's just the beginning.My tire broken! fortunately that's was only a tiny hole comes from a tiny nail too hehe.But he tought that was a bad sign.Along the way isn't getting better.Because our 1st plan ridin' ATV was cancelled (again it's a bad sign) we tried too had a tea-walk @ agromas.Well finnaly our mission for getting fresh air is accomplished!.Our moods are boosted up! we both had so much fun there, not only cos we went there on the weekdays, so it didn't crowd.But We had a yummy dum-dum "pisang bakar" .I don't know, it might be "pisang Raja".It was a 'lil raining we had while we are eating, accompanied by tea (which i'm not expert on tasting tea, i tought the tea just like a tea :P but 'cos i choose the ginger tea, it warmed me).We met some foreigners there.The tour guide offered Taro,,oh,,better banana miss :P

The yummy-dum-dum banana : )

sharin' sillyness with him :P

After the tea experience (but we didn't go inside the tea factory 'cos it's almost noon) we decide to go to Puncak pass for prayin' Dzuhur.Along the way, we found Melrimba, it was really great yet beautifull place to visit!( i want to go to visit this place, but today is the day i finnaly visited it! hehe) There's an ATV ride there too, but too small, it's for the family.Then we went to their garden,and green house, awesome! plenty phalaenopsis, anthurium, and cactus are there! but i don't know, why i didn't find my lily hehe.

After taking a walk in their garden costed Rp.5000 for one person (their tea-walk is another my wish list!) .We went to their restaurant,it was cozy and fine.We had our spirit back : ).

Then we played basketball, my boyfriend is sooooo happy, we had a shoot-match there, got the basketball lessons to thrown-in a ball (me), laughing a lot while playing, and finnaly stopped 'cos we're too tired hehe.

A fun day, a great relaxing time, a lovely time for two : )

pst; can't wait to get those fun pictures from his camera : )