rise and rise again until the lambs become a lion

today was

dim sum!

blended green tea!

Russel crowe!

my love!

thank you :)

and off course my first final exam day hehehe

god bless you all my sipil 06!!

blank

we can't go to the future,,see what we're gonna be and go back to the present and past to fix and lead everything to meet the future..

everyday for me is getting harder

what i got to achieve are somewhat beyond what i could do

i take too little and give almost that little too

the worse part is i can't even measure the progress nor the left behind

i've no spark to light the engine..

it's pretty scared when u left urself in blank mode

u got nothing to do cos u simply don't know what u should do

i believe if i try harder...i even never try,,i think it's possible,,off course it's possible to get rid this blank period

but too bad..i even don't know where to start it...

if i keep writing..i got nothing but emptiness

i should do something

but knowing that i don't know

somewhat helpful

i should stop type..read this post..over and over again till i can move on

i should move on..

when i can't get a car

i could walk..could i?

ok stop typing..cause now i'm walking

that much ;)

i made you sad i made you laugh

i fooled around and made you tired

i gave you star i took your sun

above all the ugly truth u found in me

or treasures u've been collected along the way

i want to say i love you that much

that much so sometimes u won't understand what i'm doing

that much so i'll be forever your lover and bestfriend

that much so i'll hugh you till the end

u did things for me

surely i support u always

always

but i love u that much

so u might see me just too worried about u

you'll be forever 

my snowball

and 

i

love

u

that 

much

is it okay to miss??

what is missing??

why we should have this feeling??

it's kinda unlogical if u say u miss someone u love,,because the one u love (which love u back) not going anywhere..for what reason u got to feel miss actually -_-

is that simple??

then why i can't stand it?? and why so many people out there saying 'i miss you' everyday

what is miss already here..in a relationship..-_-

and why you're not like to be missed by me manggala??

is missing someone we loved is unreasonable?? and bad thing??

or u just can't handle my feeling..-_-

if it's so..then i won't miss you anymore :(

and u can suggest me a brand new feeling i got to have to express it for you -_-

stupido amore

me: oy 75% liat tuh aku meningalkan jejak di wall fb kamu.
me: udah cape nangis nih. aku mau makan coklat yang  banyak
me: jgn lupa telp atau aku susulin aje ke riau wkwkw
him: Susuliiiiiin ajaaaaa ksiniiiii
him: Aku dikamar eksekutif sendrian disini
me: maunya..huu
him: Nanti mksdnya Wkwkwkkkk
him:  Aku makan dijamu lg
me: jamu pegel linu?
him: Bukan maksudnya dikasih makan banyak bgt
him: Makan ikan lg
him: Makan dureeenn
him: Makan the tarik
me: ah..selera humor kamu payah ehehe
him: Waduuuuwww
him: Ampuuun booong

hujan

malam ini gemuruh petir sahut-menyahut di jendelaku, aku belum tidur :(

ada kilat yang menerangi langit

begitu kecil dunia ini saat kita tahu kekuatan besar dibaliknya

begitu mudah cobaan datang dan kita takluk didepannya

kebahagiaan harus dicari sedang cobaan dihadapi

aku selalu mencari hujan setelah gemuruh petir dan kilat yang menyala-nyala

ada ketenangan yang timbul saat bunyi-bunyi air itu turun menyentuh bumi

dan hawa sejuk yang ditimbulkannya :)

setiap orang menginginkan adanya hujan di tiap-tiap hati mereka

yang mendinginkan dan membuat mereka tak menjadi haus saat lelah menjalani cobaan

dan ini doaku malam ini : ya allah mudahkanlah dan ringankanlah hati ini..aku menrima apa yang terbaik menurutmu

dan aku sungguh berharap hujan malam ini :)

6th feb ^^

i did a date with my lovely man
playing mini golf and karaoke together
he give me a perfume from Vietnam..the bottle shaped like a Vietnamese Girl who use Caping ^^