whoaaam, it's pretty late but my eyes are wide open
i feel soo relieved some how after what i've been trough some past days
yap, the acnes and the moody still here
but they're all pretty fly away because i do put so many smiles recently
not just because i'm doing what i really like to do right now but because i'm surrounded by so many lovely people yet i found they're fantastic in many ways..
i also had some curious 'bout what happened next..but let's say this curiosity isn't good and i thought it's time for me to hold on myself a bit..no no it's not about i'm quite expanding my horizon but,,likely this time i got to loved what i have and count my blessings before asking for more...
god now what's best for me and i do believe
all my pray go to my dearest grandpa, he's still laid down in the hospital
and i can't help my tears not coming for writing this
he's the first one asking me travel when i was three years old to Bukit Tinngi
he's beyond my words he loves me i always know
god now what's best for him and i do believe
okay, my stomach is sick again,,asking for some rest i guess :)