late night typing time

whoaaam, it's pretty late but my eyes are wide open

i feel soo relieved some how after what i've been trough some past days

yap, the acnes and the moody still here

but they're all pretty fly away because i do put so many smiles recently

not just because i'm doing what i really like to do right now but because i'm surrounded by so many lovely people yet  i found they're fantastic in many ways..

i also had some curious 'bout what happened next..but let's say this curiosity isn't good and i thought it's time for me to hold on myself a bit..no no it's not about i'm quite expanding my horizon but,,likely this time i got to loved what i have and count my blessings before asking for more...

god now what's best for me and i do believe

above all

all my pray go to my dearest grandpa, he's still laid down in the hospital

and i can't help my tears not coming for writing this

he's the first one asking me travel when i was three years old to Bukit Tinngi

he's beyond my words he loves me i always know

god now what's best for him and i do believe

okay, my stomach is sick again,,asking for some rest i guess :)

nite