a hello at glance :p

i'm super happy undoubtedly  :)
recently studying economics, and bank for sure
yes i'm enrolled in PPS 51 BRI!
meet various friends and teachers from many backgrounds
thanks GOD my family is super happy esp my dad :) my source of inspirations
finally i could close  this year with Bachelor degree and a high hope of success in my new career as a banker hehehe

and for sure my love..the one and only..mr.Prasidha
you and your spirit and cheerfulness delight-en  my life as always..

i'm grateful for my 2010.. all the memoirs cheers me for the whole my life
see y in 2011

di rumah nenek

hari ini buat serabi kecil-kecil

kue onde-onde

dan buat rok sendiri!!

hhhee makasih nek :D

huaam

waw! bulan mei udah mau abis aja

uas juga udah mau kelar

mudah-mudahan dilancarkan menuju Agustus :D

dan..duh, udah kangen main polyvore lagi :(

sama tetap penasarn cara nge-blog via 'biri-biri' -_-

('biri-biri' udah kayak benda serba bisa,,mau ngapain aj lengkap kecuali mau internet service nya gratis baru gak mungkin bisa wkwkkw-ralat bisa pake wifi -_-)

si tumit kaki

cantik itu mensyukuri yang kita punya dan merawatnya

so simple :D

talk 'bout this beauty fuss hehehe

tadi malem nonton how-to nya merawat tumit kaki kita :)

gak jauh-jauh dari kebiasaan yang gw udah sering lakuin tapi yang ini lebih komplit aja hhee

abis gak seru kan yah punya sepatu bagus tapi kaki yang make gak bagus :(

atau kalo sekarang ada sepatu yang dilengkapi dengan pelembab kaki, anti kapalan, anti jamur, anti bau kaki, dan anti kaki jelek :P pasti bakal laku hehehe

jadi gini nih:

rendam kaki kita dengan air hangat di baskom

lalu digosok dan dibersihkan dengan sabun dan batu apung atau sikat kaki

setelahnya dikeringkan dengan handuk biar kulit matinya hilang

lalu ganti air hangatnya dengan air hangat bersih dan campur 2 sendok garam dan 1 sendok madu

kaki kita direndam 10 menit

ganti lagi dengan air hangat bersih dan satu gelas teh

rendam kaki kita 5 menit

setelahnya dibersihkan dan oleskan pelembap

pakai kaus kaki sesering mungkin saat beraktivitas agar kaki kita gak kering

(oke yang ini susah)

tapi biasain aja ritual ini sebelum tidur

selain pake kaos kaki pas tidur itu enak

bangun-bangun kakinya lembut deh 

kaki yang cantik dan pencahayaan yang bagus :P

rise and rise again until the lambs become a lion

today was

dim sum!

blended green tea!

Russel crowe!

my love!

thank you :)

and off course my first final exam day hehehe

god bless you all my sipil 06!!

blank

we can't go to the future,,see what we're gonna be and go back to the present and past to fix and lead everything to meet the future..

everyday for me is getting harder

what i got to achieve are somewhat beyond what i could do

i take too little and give almost that little too

the worse part is i can't even measure the progress nor the left behind

i've no spark to light the engine..

it's pretty scared when u left urself in blank mode

u got nothing to do cos u simply don't know what u should do

i believe if i try harder...i even never try,,i think it's possible,,off course it's possible to get rid this blank period

but too bad..i even don't know where to start it...

if i keep writing..i got nothing but emptiness

i should do something

but knowing that i don't know

somewhat helpful

i should stop type..read this post..over and over again till i can move on

i should move on..

when i can't get a car

i could walk..could i?

ok stop typing..cause now i'm walking

that much ;)

i made you sad i made you laugh

i fooled around and made you tired

i gave you star i took your sun

above all the ugly truth u found in me

or treasures u've been collected along the way

i want to say i love you that much

that much so sometimes u won't understand what i'm doing

that much so i'll be forever your lover and bestfriend

that much so i'll hugh you till the end

u did things for me

surely i support u always

always

but i love u that much

so u might see me just too worried about u

you'll be forever 

my snowball

and 

i

love

u

that 

much

is it okay to miss??

what is missing??

why we should have this feeling??

it's kinda unlogical if u say u miss someone u love,,because the one u love (which love u back) not going anywhere..for what reason u got to feel miss actually -_-

is that simple??

then why i can't stand it?? and why so many people out there saying 'i miss you' everyday

what is miss already here..in a relationship..-_-

and why you're not like to be missed by me manggala??

is missing someone we loved is unreasonable?? and bad thing??

or u just can't handle my feeling..-_-

if it's so..then i won't miss you anymore :(

and u can suggest me a brand new feeling i got to have to express it for you -_-

stupido amore

me: oy 75% liat tuh aku meningalkan jejak di wall fb kamu.
me: udah cape nangis nih. aku mau makan coklat yang  banyak
me: jgn lupa telp atau aku susulin aje ke riau wkwkw
him: Susuliiiiiin ajaaaaa ksiniiiii
him: Aku dikamar eksekutif sendrian disini
me: maunya..huu
him: Nanti mksdnya Wkwkwkkkk
him:  Aku makan dijamu lg
me: jamu pegel linu?
him: Bukan maksudnya dikasih makan banyak bgt
him: Makan ikan lg
him: Makan dureeenn
him: Makan the tarik
me: ah..selera humor kamu payah ehehe
him: Waduuuuwww
him: Ampuuun booong

hujan

malam ini gemuruh petir sahut-menyahut di jendelaku, aku belum tidur :(

ada kilat yang menerangi langit

begitu kecil dunia ini saat kita tahu kekuatan besar dibaliknya

begitu mudah cobaan datang dan kita takluk didepannya

kebahagiaan harus dicari sedang cobaan dihadapi

aku selalu mencari hujan setelah gemuruh petir dan kilat yang menyala-nyala

ada ketenangan yang timbul saat bunyi-bunyi air itu turun menyentuh bumi

dan hawa sejuk yang ditimbulkannya :)

setiap orang menginginkan adanya hujan di tiap-tiap hati mereka

yang mendinginkan dan membuat mereka tak menjadi haus saat lelah menjalani cobaan

dan ini doaku malam ini : ya allah mudahkanlah dan ringankanlah hati ini..aku menrima apa yang terbaik menurutmu

dan aku sungguh berharap hujan malam ini :)

6th feb ^^

i did a date with my lovely man
playing mini golf and karaoke together
he give me a perfume from Vietnam..the bottle shaped like a Vietnamese Girl who use Caping ^^

sejumput kisah di minggu ini (bagian 1)

okkaaay minggu ini pe er bgt deh buat gw..

udh dirumah kerjanya cuma guling-guling..main polyvore ^^..baca-baca buku aprraisal..dan pastinya menunggu mr.akrilik mengabari(dimana sampai sekarang blum ada kabarnya :( huhu) makany si skripsi cm muter2 aj di kepala hehehe..bratachem..sm harum sari juga blum ditengokin! duh ><

senang dan deg2an jg karena perjuangan si cinta mencari sesuap nasi :) ada bangga ada takut..mungkin mostly takut..takut dia kenapa-kenapa trus sedih ehehe..tp i'm 100% believe in you!! krn usaha si cinta yang sepenuh hati dan makin hari tampilannya makin ciamik wkwkwk..

teteep kangen kakek..dan selalu mendoakan kakekku :)

dan tibalah hari kamis..wooow udh kamis aj ><

pagi-pagi sukses gk bangun!! aplg klo bukan malemny tdr kemaleman..matahri pagi udh sy goodbye..bunda juga udh sibuk nemenin nenek..tinggalah si cucu istifara masih guling-guling dirumahnya..bunda pulang! buka pintu dan okkay bantuin masak ehehe

simpel bgt makanan yg dibuat di rumah minggu ini..gk macem2 deh jd gmpg ahaha

masak fillet kakap, sayur ongseng, tempe goreng,,nyammm,,,

hr ini jg gk susah apalg cm ngerebus kacang panjang (yg buat sambel terasinya bunda) dan ngerebus telor (yang ngebalado-in bunda) ahaha ini mah bukan masak tp asisten tukang masak...yh biarlah,,setiap pekerjaan harus dimulai dr karir yang paling bwh donk haha

siangnya ambil fotokopiannya si cinta..pe er lg buat besok krn blum balikin bukunya ke perpus huuuu..lebih sedih lg karena si cinta nya gk bs nemenin hiks

iseng-iseng gk jd ke depok,,nyobain lentikkin bulu mata

lamaa juga udh mlh janjian sm bella juga mau berenang ><

jdlh mata gw lentik..kata mbak2nya waa bagus yh mbak bulu matanya panjang..menurut gw agak creepy..secra seumur-umur bulu matanya nunduk ke bwh dan skrg ke atas hihi (katany bs smpe 3 bulan.tp pengalamn pribadi wktu itu pernah di keriting rambutnya buat acara cm tahan setengah jam..abis itu luruuuuus..nyampe acarnya jg udh lurus rambutnya hehehe jd yh,,gk menaruh harapn besar jg buat si bulu mata hihi)

-disambung ke bagian 2-

(abis gk enak ngeliatnya kepanjangan hhhee)

the smart way to live ..is with u

in the end of the day there's always u

hug me with ur big hug

warm me with ur smile

tahnk you aibul ^^

i hope we can share more things in the future

definitely hope that i'm not going mess around anything hehe

once ur foot prints gone..i really don't know what to say except thanked to God to have u even just a bit of time with u

i love u for today and more for tomorrow :)

polyvore highlight

yeeeey !!

my polyvore age is now : 15 days old

the world of polyvore has been so awesome for me

dive myself again to the world i barely can't touch lately

art and creativity

and the people are sweets too ><

thanks!!

so here the stats:

773 set views

544 set favorites

5 collection favorites

54 contacts

and this is my first winning a contest set:

my sexy flower ><

i'm still cloudy..cause one of the sun i had is gone

i spent most of my childhood playing around your house..

my mom said it's always been easy for me to had ur attention.

i'm ur first grandchildren and i know u love me so much

yet when i grew up i know u're a quiet peson

not like grandma that loves to tell me a story yet sing along with me

one thing for sure u've been always on my side whatever and whenever

u love to take me home from school

u love to bought me wafers, ice cream, anything i like

u accompany me and my sisters when my mom and dad watch movie outsides

u're so simple..

i always remember all your favorite foods

sate padang

soto padang

gulai tunjang

and ur healthy habbit..run every morning,,u love sports so much

u did karate, golf, volley ball u had a handsome body grandpa

and i know this past time u've been so sad cause u got to rest all your body..

i know you're getting old..

i know..but i can't let you go this fast..

i want u see me longer,,until i'm graduate and have my own family..

i thanked god to let me have you for twenty years of my life

i did only little help for you,,,

i only can drive you anywhere you like since u're not allowed to drive anymore..

that's too little compare to things you've been giving for me

the last time i see ur face,,the time u left us u're smiling

i'm glad grandpa,,i'm glad..

but the truth still slicing my hearts..this time and now on,,i couldn't run from the memories of you..

and i simply miss you

i miss you

i miss my grandpa who always reading a newspaper, with her white t-shirt and sarong and a delightful smile

sitting in front of his house and greet me any time i pass his house for school, course an even playing with my friend..

i love you

late night typing time

whoaaam, it's pretty late but my eyes are wide open

i feel soo relieved some how after what i've been trough some past days

yap, the acnes and the moody still here

but they're all pretty fly away because i do put so many smiles recently

not just because i'm doing what i really like to do right now but because i'm surrounded by so many lovely people yet  i found they're fantastic in many ways..

i also had some curious 'bout what happened next..but let's say this curiosity isn't good and i thought it's time for me to hold on myself a bit..no no it's not about i'm quite expanding my horizon but,,likely this time i got to loved what i have and count my blessings before asking for more...

god now what's best for me and i do believe

above all

all my pray go to my dearest grandpa, he's still laid down in the hospital

and i can't help my tears not coming for writing this

he's the first one asking me travel when i was three years old to Bukit Tinngi

he's beyond my words he loves me i always know

god now what's best for him and i do believe

okay, my stomach is sick again,,asking for some rest i guess :)

nite

Dark Delights of Tim Burton

sooo amazing!!

my fav pict is no.1

but the extraordinary style is no4

and 6: a rare rabbit with killer shoes!!

see by urself at

:http://www.harpersbazaar.com/fashion/fashion-articles/tim-burton-halloween-fashion-1009

really can't wait to watch ><

featured in louvett

i'm so happy ^^

opened my mailbox and found this

http://louvett.com/blog/polyvorebublemelon

thank you louvett ;)

the questioned world

i can't understand why people do lie and repeat it

making promise and break it and repeat the same thing

i can't understand why people said they love you but they leave you

and why people love you based on others opinion and consideration

but seemed i do understand cos there's no need to understand it

since it's not our own life but GOD

once we make others hurt GOD put a record for it

once we make others happy God put a record for it

there'll be fire also ice in our life..

sometimes they do good to warm and chill

but also harm to burn and freeze

polyvore all day long

some of my bright polyvore :)

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http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=1259321

do visit! hhee

ms.tutti fruti and mr.berry

today was so exhausted ;(

my grandpa got serious sick and i stayed at the hospital all trough the night

this morning tough he's not well but he's getting better..i prayed my best for him

today and other past days i played polyvore a lot!! it was like three days since i signed in there and totally in to it hahay i also i put the link in my blog side bar ;)

so finally today i made my promise to visit mr.agung ariawan the man made acrylic

surprisingly he moved his workplace but fortunately it near by the older one

he's a kind man and help me designing this lab experiment acrylic tube project

huff.. got so relieved and the last thing i wait is the payment of those tubes hahay

he told me to bring a letter from my university so i could get the student prise :)

next, i accompanied my boy to check out his 'berry' things in Senayan City

his 'berry' bold totally take his attention into it,,kinda jealous hahay

ended up today with tutti frutti (never know why i got so addict with yoghurt)

i mixed the strawberry, guava and lychee yoghurt topped by dragon fruit, strawberry sauce and mochi melon (as always)

and surprisingly my 'berry' boy like it!! gosh he never like any yoghurt at all

so might this story end with label:

ms.tutti fruti and mr.berry

;P

do it this way

“Always design a thing by considering it in its next larger context - a chair in a room, a room in a house, a house in an environment, an environment in a city plan.” Eliel Saarinen

on eight jan 2010

hari ini...

nyobain buck mee

lumpia udangnya enaaak

tp bakmi nya kurang suka soalnya ada rasa jahe nya

gak suka jahe ;(

overall tempatnya nyaman

pelayanannya cepet

harganya ok hhee

anwy

hari ini terjebak malas ;(

nonton hbo seharian kerjanya ;P

dan..kangen kapan bisa ponny tail lg

abis rambutnya masi pendek hhe

the footprints

tracking back..

everyone left their footprints

some of them deep while other footprints just as shallow as the wind blows then they will dissapear

mine wasn't walk yet for a long distance

but might the foot prints tend to be deeper as long as i walk

what i'd like to care is to see who's following the footprints..

will another footprints come along with mine? or stay back from mine? or leave mine? or there weren't any foot prints at all..

see how this ground carries too many footprints

but sure there's still be space

cos even the deepest footprints won't stay forever

rinko kikuchi recent style :heart it

first thing first :white (since i love this colour s0o)

Photo by Vittorio Zunino Celotto/Getty Images Europe

Photo by Vittorio Zunino Celotto/Getty Images Europe

Photo: Courtesy of Chanel

fell in love with this cute dress

now in black

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pretty

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Photo by Samuel Aranda/Getty Images Europe

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Photo by Junko Kimura/Getty Images AsiaPac

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Photo by Kristian Dowling/Getty Images Europe)

Photo by Bauer Griffin

a sweet suit :)

then grey

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the blue just so right :)

 Photo by Pascal Le Segretain/Getty Images Europe

what i did today

 watched!!

cool 'tough not exactly like the book but it's entertaining

http://www.allposters.com

how could i resist a yoghurt topped with mochi melon??

also it's friendly with my pocket ;P

wanted: shock drat,pvc,acrylic on the move..

sadly i couldn't drive,,it slowed me down a bit

waited mr.purnomo and wijoyo

hopes tomorrow i could meet them both

source :Rose Wind Jerome

queen for gala

lately i'm listening to queen

mr.snowball really enjoyed him self to sing their song

so this post was for him :)

“I won't be a rock star. I will be a legend.” -Freddie Mercury-